My brother has repeatedly told me how I always slammed my desk in rage while I was doing my I-ready assessment, and I wasn't even aware that I was even doing that. My mother has even told me that I shout curses, and even terrify my youngest sibling.
I looked at myself in the mirror , and noticed that I had bruises on my face. My mother told that those bruises were the result of being going insane over an I-ready quiz, hitting myself, and calling myself, " an idiotic disgrace to Earth". I always stress whenever I take an I-ready quiz, as the explanations of the lessons are often so vague. And the sound played when you get a question wrong is so god damn annoying, every single time I hear that dreaded noise, I feel an urge to punch my monitor.
My family is starting to worry for my mental health, and I'm starting to worry that it will affect my little brother's future. I really want I-ready to shutdown, not because I don't want an education, but because I care about my mental health.